Silly humans |
I kind of noticed he was always just a few steps away from me. He tends to sense when my brain gets boggled down in the daily information. He never asked me questions. He never told me what I should be doing. You know those people who should all over you? That's not him. Instead, he would sit on the couch with me and watch Nashville. I know he doesn't like that show, but he sure does like me. Or, he would come home from working all day and make dinner for us. Also, he would make sure I got plenty of hugs. Even when I didn't really deserve them.
There have been so many adjustments since I decided to start writing. I have started to wonder if being creative is a curse. Is it? I don't know. You never hear of a financial analyst getting lost in his or her head. Maybe that's because they don't write all of their thoughts out for the world to see? Maybe they are just as lost? Hmm. All I know is my Al has been patiently and protectively making me March Fourth.
So, here I am. Writing. Admitting. The truth. Al says if I don't just keep going forward then I will remain here forever. I guess that's true. It's just that my brain feels bigger than me right now. We'll see where I go next. Until then.
Dr. Circuit and the brain |